My bed

My bed feels really fucking comfortable right now.

I think it is because I am tired. I need to take a break from my normal routine. Goddamn am I tired. People need to stop making me a part of problems that don't concern me and I need to stop being so pissed all the fucking time. My eyes burn. I need to deal with my shit and stop being so fucking depressed all the time. Maybe I just need to let everyone be who they are and do what they will because nothing really affects me anymore because I am insignificant.

Or maybe, I should just relax in this comfortable bed and put all my fucked up feelings and problems on hold for 7 hours.

Wow

Things are going to be a lot different. I am really sad. How could this happen? What did they think was going to happen? Jesus, I am just in shock still.

And she has the audacity to say I'm not a real friend. LoL. Whatever.

Damn

Shit always gets complicated this time of year.

:/

The great sandwich

Everything is a Sandwich.

Wow, just think about that for a little while. What exactly IS a sandwich? If you look up its definition, you will see that it is defined many different ways. If one asks himself, why are there so many contrasting and unclear definitions of a sandwich, what is it? Does anyone know?

You are a lucky soul. You have found an individual who actually knows what a sandwich is. Now sit back and brace yourself for the knowledge that will change your life. I know it has changed my life.

A sandwich is a philosophy. It is a way of life. A sandwich is the backbone of a culture. Wars have been fought over it, lives have been taken. Sandwiches are in all of us and they are all around us. Everything, is a sandwich.

Now reflect on that for a while, and bask in the knowledge I have shared with you today.

SO FUCKING CLOSE!!!

I am so close to being done with school. 2 fucking weeks left. Damn. I have a paper, a speech, and then just the tests left. Lets hope for the best.


Then..........


SUMMER MOTHERFUCKER!!!!

I got a new guitar. It is fucking awesome. I played a lot today and last night before bed. It is better than I originally thought. You already know that because you were with me but I'm really glad you came home Mr. Fox. It's good for both of us.

:D

I fucking love music. It's getting really bad. I LOVE it. It expresses so much it gives you an out when you need it. I feel like I need it sometimes to escape from reality. I am listening to a lot more classical lately. Or at least no lyrics. I am also getting into the Beatles a lot more than I have in the past.

I can't wait to see you Mr. Fox.

Whatever. Bitches are nothing but tricks and hoes and Guys are nothing but dicks and douches so why can't these filthy fucking creatures get along?

It's because everyone has to be better than everyone else.

Sit back, relax, and enjoy your life?

Do you ever feel like your life isn't real? Sometimes I feel like I am living in a movie that just won't end. Now I don't mean that in a depressing way, I am just surprised how often everything is surreal. I walk and I hear music and I see myself in slow motion. I watch the news and see everything that is going on and I can't imagine how things like this could be real. I see people trying to kill me in the corner of my eye, but when I look, it's gone or it's a rock or tree or something similar.

I look in the future and see it as fiction. I live my life out in alternate universes; and then I am ripped back into this world suddenly, usually just in time.

All of my dreams are in third person, and many of them, I feel like I have experienced them already in real life. Is life just an illusion? Is it something that is being lived out only to viewed by others? Who is the grand audience? Am I just in the passenger seat of my own life?

I will tell you one thing, get some popcorn, because it's going to be an interesting show.

Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck

This week has been crazy. I got the apartment. I have been catching up in school (I even did some extra credit today) . I got sick. On Medicine; feel better. Made a pretty cool Video, I'll post it on YouTube soon and link ppl. I miss everyone. I really haven't seen anyone for a while. It's been about 2 weeks now.

In other news, I have been lurking more on 7 rather than NIGGERTITS. I like it more, it just gets tiring when all they talk about is how much they hate NIGGERTITS. Also, it doesn't update enough.

I am done with this one. It's all just random ramblings. I am going to see everyone tonight and it should be THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST

Man, I should kill myself...