I am sitting here at the UNL computer lab and I am thinking about some things. As Immortal Technique's 3rd World is blasting in my ear, I start questioning things in my life. I love living in Lincoln and going to this university. I love living on my own. I really care for my girlfriend. I really enjoy where my life is going. But that little voice in the back of my head is bitching at me. I hate him. I think Hal and I named it Howard but I can't remember it for sure. Fuck.

Whatever. I just have to keep living and enjoying what i have. I just think there is something big coming and I am pretty sure what it is.

SHUT THE FUCK UP!

That's better.

Good ole reassurance. Thanks Steph.

I sometimes feel like I am a complete piece of shit. Oh well, I just know what's important to me I guess.

Whatever. Fuck it.

Andy is coming to spend the night for tonight. I am really excited. The end.

Hal is a great man. So is Beowulf. I think Hal could be a good hostess.

Tuesday's Gone With The Wind

It's been decided I think.

I shall get this tattooed on my body.

The last cell is what the tattoo would be.

What does the internet think?

I had a dream yesterday that I got a bunch of tattoos. One of them was a sweet fucking T-Rex playing the guitar. He was on my upper chest/neck. Then I got Boba Fett on my left leg. Finally, I got Darth Vader on my arm. It wasn't just Vader, it was him holding a piece of an interpreter droid with a pained look. God it was sweet. Therefore, I have decided to get tattooed up. I shall also get Zep on my body. It shall be sweet.

I want 5 more tattoos.
1. Darth Vader
2. Dinosaur with Guitar
3. Zeppelin
4. Boba Fett
5. Optimus Prime

I think a Ninja Turtles tattoo would be sweet too.

I don't think Lincoln will be as bad as I originally thought. I'll miss all of you of course, but I am already making some friends and I really dig living on my own. School isn't too bad either. :D

Intersting Events

Things didn't go as planned today so I got an opportunity.

It was fucking awesome.

Meghan is super sweet and we have a connection.

I'm really happy about it.

I hope it doesn't turn out to fuck me over.

I just don't see that happening. She is such a sweet girl. I know she's not a crazy. I think things are going to be great. I'm happy about that.

I'm just waiting for the catch I guess. I just really hope there isn't one.