I'm really scared.
Life is starting now. I am excited but also really really scared.
I wish to transfer to UNL. This would be a good move for me I think but fuck. I won't be home with my friends. I will be alone for a long time. I am afraid that I won't ever see anyone. When I don't see anyone I love, I get depressed.
Also, I don't even know if I can get into my major. I have to have a certain GPA but I don't think I can do it. Not here at Creighton. God I hate this school.
Also, Lots more responsibility now. I am going to have bills to pay things to have to take care of. I am just scared.
Fuck. I just want it to be summer.
Erik Frey
A closer look at me.
- -Erik-
- I am a college kid who is confused about a lot of things. I am happy most of the time but things piss me off. I am just tired of all the shit 'ya know?
2 comments:
Growing up sucks. Especially when you strive for something you want. You have to make sacrifices and a lot of time must be spent away from the people you love if you are trying to see your own dreams. Best thing to do is make a balance. Not just go all out with one side, and completely neglect the other. Living away from home is hard, but you can manage. You'll probably have a better chance of finding people you can relate with there at UNL than I ever could up here. Just being around people can help homesickness.
But really, I'm dying to be back in Omaha.
Yeah, I was pretty sure the distance would create a problem. Your best bet is to like, get on xbox live and play games with us. Or play some pc games if we are all playing. That made me happy when I was up here.
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