Do you ever feel like your life isn't real? Sometimes I feel like I am living in a movie that just won't end. Now I don't mean that in a depressing way, I am just surprised how often everything is surreal. I walk and I hear music and I see myself in slow motion. I watch the news and see everything that is going on and I can't imagine how things like this could be real. I see people trying to kill me in the corner of my eye, but when I look, it's gone or it's a rock or tree or something similar.
I look in the future and see it as fiction. I live my life out in alternate universes; and then I am ripped back into this world suddenly, usually just in time.
All of my dreams are in third person, and many of them, I feel like I have experienced them already in real life. Is life just an illusion? Is it something that is being lived out only to viewed by others? Who is the grand audience? Am I just in the passenger seat of my own life?
I will tell you one thing, get some popcorn, because it's going to be an interesting show.
Erik Frey
A closer look at me.
- -Erik-
- I am a college kid who is confused about a lot of things. I am happy most of the time but things piss me off. I am just tired of all the shit 'ya know?
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
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Enjoyed across the universe deeply. Been a Beatles fan for a long time and it was a great movie. Agreed on the best musical part.
I get deja vu a lot, so I've really had trouble with reality. Is something wrong with my brain chemistry that I start to register current events as previous experience, and if so, how can I predict what's happening when it does occur? Or are the dreams I never remember when I wake up precursors to my future. Maybe my intuition is unusually strong and I'm simply predicting the outcome based on previous knowledge. I also have a problem with the truman effect. My paranoia doesn't help the fact either.
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