:)
I feel kinda fuzzy inside. I don't ever think I have had that before. It's weird. I like it, it's just weird. I have always hated dating and I have always not really enjoyed hanging out with my date most of the time. It was always awkward and I was just trying to get thought the dating part to get to a relationship.
This time around, it's different. I really like the dating. I REALLY like dating her. I am not rushing into a relationship, I'm enjoying it. I like hanging out with her, and when she's there, my stomach isn't in a knot, it's warm and happy. It is just weird because I have never felt like that before.
It sucks because I want to tell all my friends about it and be happy that I can finally experience this, but I can't. Almost all of my friends are dealing with girl issues right now. Jeremy and Kallie broke up. Joel and Joie broke up. Kaitlyn left for New Zealand for 4 months and left Chris behind, Sterling is having problems I'm sure with liking a girl that is out of reach (I've been there and it sucks), and Hal is dealing with a crazy woman right now.
Justin and Joe have never experienced this before, and I don't know if I want to talk to Andy about it. I just know when my friends talked about it, I would always get depressed. I would feel sorry for myself and be down. I don't want to do that, so I'm going to just write about it. (Sorry Sterling. You read this so yeah, you'll see this)
I'm off to sleep. I have never rolled over in my bed, and in my pillow, I can smell a girl's shampoo and just feel good. It's weird, but really really good.
Erik Frey
A closer look at me.
- -Erik-
- I am a college kid who is confused about a lot of things. I am happy most of the time but things piss me off. I am just tired of all the shit 'ya know?
Monday, May 12, 2008
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2 comments:
lol You can talk about it Erik. I don't usually get depressed and having one of my friends being happy wouldn't make me sad.
Dude!! I couldn't be happier for you!! I've been there, once or twice. It's a great feeling to have. It's better than smoking the best pot and taking the most euphoric drug; something I, unfortunately, know a lot about. lol! And just like any drug, you need to be careful that you don't let it consume you, keep your head screwed on tight and your feet firmly attached to planet Earth.
E, you can come to me about anything. You have quickly become one of my best friends; certainly, one of the most honorable. And I'm obviously not alone when I say that. There are plenty of people out there, besides myself, who love you and want only the best for you, even if it means hearing the "sappy" stuff.
Now, if only you could get your slacker ass to work, one of these days, so I could tell you all of this in person. ;oP
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